Quick List

A list of things for which I gave thanks today:
Floating in lakes surrounded by trees and an azure sky.
Purple flowers!
A beautiful sunset.
Communion dinner with close friends.
Played with hair.
Casual talks that turn deep.
A kitchen of our own.
Big cameras.
When pen meets paper.
Friday nights in.

So much love.

Long walks with the puppy

I love my puppy (who is now a year old). I also love getting out of the house and walking with him for a while, my headphones plugged into my iPod, just Jack and I. I can tune out of everything going on, I get to hang out with my dog, and now that I'm not really up for many other types of exercise, it gets me on my feet and moving.
Then again, I also love just having the TV on, both of us curled up as we rest for a while.

Accountability

I was a camp counselor a few weeks back, so for two weeks I had a small group of junior and senior high girls. Some of the girls were the same between weeks and some changed. One thing that we did second week was to create accountability partners for 2 weeks and 2 memory verses. Everyone would text, call or talk to their partner after the 2 weeks were up and make sure they had memorized the verses. 

I was planning on sitting it out, but we had an odd number of girls, so one of the older girls and I teamed up. However, she asked if we could take it to the next level. It's been 2 weeks since camp, and I've memorized 2 verses. This week, I'm on to 1 Thessalonians 5:16-18. We're going to memorize 52 memory verses this year with the help of each other. One verse (or set of verses) every week for a year. Something I wouldn't do without someone pushing me on. There are many things I wouldn't do without someone else holding me accountable and pushing me on, and that is why tonight, I am grateful for accountability, who I am, and who I am becoming because of it. 

Medical Care

I greatly dislike doctors. The people themselves are wonderful, I'm sure. I'm just not a fan of meeting them in their offices. I also dislike hospitals, insurance troubles, and many other things that fall into that category. This last year, however, I seem to be running into that all more than I have in quite a few years. On top of that, I can't get into certain appointments that I need to get into until Christmas break.

However, I live in a place and a family where I can go to the doctor and be treated if I need to. If I am hurt, if half of my body goes numb, if my tonsils are the largest any doctor has seen on an adult, I can get help. I get treatment. There are good facilities no matter where I am, and I rarely have to drive an hour to get to it. So many people in the world don't have that luxury. So many people would be forced to suffer through what I am allowed to get treatment for. I am thankful that I have these things available, even if I don't always appreciate them.

New meanings to old words

‎...when all of a sudden, I am unaware of these afflictions, eclipsed by Glory. And I realize just how beautiful You are and how great you affections are for me. 
Oh, how He loves us so.

These words overtook me today as I drove home, playing a song I have heard a hundred times before. These words spoke something new into me as I dwelt on this last year, on my recent afflictions. On the doctors appointments I'm trying to schedule before going back to school. On my family's recent move and impending move. I was a bit overwhelmed by my afflictions, as I often have been recently. When suddenly, I was unaware of them. God's Glory, in these words, demanded my attention and drew me in. Completely overshadowing my problems was God's glory and His love for me. There is no way I can ever repay that. 

Babies

This picture is from about a month ago when I visited my cousin in the hospital. As you can see, she had just had a baby. Norah is the fourth child in their wonderful family, and I was taking care of Norah's rambunctious three older siblings while their parents were in the hospital. Tonight, my mom, aunt and I went and visited my cousin, her husband and their kids again. Norah is now a month old, and the other three are just as boisterous as ever. 

The warmth of a child in your arms, of cuddling him or her close and giving comfort to someone so small, is a wonderful feeling. I am thankful for the joys that brings, (and the fact that other people trust me with their children!!) 

Time for an Introvert in an Extroverted World

I am an introverted person. Granted, I am a more extroverted introvert, but the point stands. Today some of my family and myself went to the Iowa State Fair and I had an extraordinary time. I loved being there, I loved seeing everything, I loved spending time with my family, and I loved coming home, curling up with the dog and watching Downtown Abbey. By the time we left the fair, my feet ached, my head was pounding with Katy Perry songs and I reeked of sweat and cattle. But I made it home and retreated into my little introverted bubble, and was able to enjoy the fair more for the ability to escape home after it, into the comfort and quiet of my bubble.

August 13: Inspirations

I have been reading a book lately that my mom recommended, a book called One Thousand Gifts. It's been a slow read, since I don't want to breeze through it. Instead, I am savoring it, taking my time, really allowing myself to learn from this book. This book has inspired me to restart this blog in whatever capacity I can, to continue in my quest for Thankfulness, to make it a habit. If I miss a day, I miss a day. Not a big deal. But it's something I need to start doing again. So let's get back on track.

Day 55: Girls Night In

We had a girls night in tonight and watched Where the Wild Things Are, which is a superb film. Like community, it is wonderful to just have people around me that I can cuddle with, be goofy with and act like a child with. We didn't have to go out or spend any money; we just put in a movie and had a blast. Girls nights are such an important part to any girl's life, and I am thankful for my girl friends!

Day 54: Community

I haven't always had the people around me like I do here at Gordon. I have been so blessed by these people who aren't afraid to call me out or to talk to me through uncertain times. God has put some incredible people in my life who have challenged me to grow and face hard realities, and I am thankful beyond belief for every single one of them.

Day 53: Being embraced when I am dirty

I just got back from a run. I didn't run very far, but I also haven't run in a long time, so I was still fairly gross when I got back. On top of that, it has been raining off and on all morning, so the ground was mud. I walked into the cafeteria to grab lunch to bring back to my room and ran into a friend, who immediately walked up to me and hugged me. I recoiled as most people do when they are sweaty and being hugged, explained my (rather obvious) situation of being covered in mud and sweat. My friend didn't care, but hugged me anyways, at which point I accepted and returned the hug. 

God does this all the time. I am constantly covered in the sin I have been rolling around in, but He doesn't care. He keeps me embraced in His arms regardless. Sometimes I draw back and explain to God that I am dirty and He should probably let me shower before He decides to hug me. God doesn't want to do that though. He takes me as I am, covered in sin and slime, and He embraces me.

Day 52: For Dust you are

I am nothing more than dust. I should not have anything to offer. I am a flawed, broken human being. I know that, I recognize it and I wish that it wasn't so. But that's how it is. I am dust.
I am so thankful that I am God-breathed dust. God-appointed dust. I am nothing, yet He loves me and works in me and through me. I don't know how that works, but He does. There are ashes on my forehead to remind me of my low status and a psalm in my heart to remind me that I am the daughter of the King.
I am dust, but I am loved by the One who gave me life.

Day 38: Balloons (and therapy)

I needed to blow off some steam tonight, so I walked into my friends' room and simply asked if they had anything I could break. This was after I had looked around my own room and hadn't found anything  sufficient (I didn't really want to pay the fine for breaking my mirror). Luckily, Kari had just celebrated her birthday and there were balloons everywhere. I walked around picking up balloons and popping them, scattering the silicone all over the floor. Colored pieces fell like confetti as I went on a rampage. After I popped the last balloon, I fell onto Ari's bed and just talked to her. I don't know what I would do without my friends who support me and make sure that I don't go completely insane. I am so extremely thankful for balloons that are popable and friends who are great therapists.

Day 36: A New Beginning

Today was the first day in our new church building. It was incredible! A year ago Netcast church had about 30 people attending it and today we had 350!! It is really awesome to see what God can do with a little faith and trust (no pixie dust needed). I know that God can do these awesome things and can truly make new things come from nothing. It is a new beginning for me too-- I am going to stop living in the past, in the old building that I have outgrown, much as Netcast has outgrown our old YMCA. My faith is growing and needs the new space.

This is going to be good.

Day 35: Tea

Uggh. I got SICK today. There has been something going around campus lately. I caught something and have been feeling under the weather lately. I lost my appetite (and have only been eating on and off), and so the one thing I've really been relying on is tea. It is such a wonderful thing. There are different flavors, it tastes great, is cheap, easy to make and is healthy too! Plus, the warmth is great when you have a cold. Basically, tea is one of my favorite things that God created... especially when I don't feel great.

Day 34: The Beach

We went to the beach today for my friend Kari's birthday! I love being back near a large body of water-- since we moved to California, I've always lived near one (besides when we lived in Kansas). There is something so calming, soothing about the beach, even if you don't swim when you are there. The waves crashing against the sand, the gentle breeze, the smell of salt. I could live at the beach if  I had the money. I could spend my days on a towel reading a book, toes in the water. When I was deciding on a college, its proximity to water was a factor. I love the beach and am so grateful to be near one again.

Day 33: Guy friends

I love my guy friends. Don't get me wrong-- my girl friends are incredible too! But today I've been blessed with hanging out with a few good guys friends I haven't really talked to in a while. I had scheduled a lunch date with one of them, since he and I haven't talked much since last semester and just kinda ran into other guys, realized I hadn't talked with them in a while and sat down and just hung out. This morning I taught in the 2nd grade classroom and that is all I have today, so it's been nice to have no pressure, no deadlines before tomorrow, no stress. Yeah, I should be doing homework right now (I will start soon), but after a hectic week it is nice to have a little while to relax and hang out by myself or to share that time with some really incredible guys that I have the joy to call my friends.

Day 32: Support

I just had a meeting with the person who is in charge of my scholarship because last semester my grades slipped. I was really dreading the meeting and had already had a pretty bad morning. So when I walked out of the meeting with a grin on my face, I was pretty surprised. Chris sat me down when I walked in and asked what had happened last semester. We talked for a while, I told him that I had made a lot of changes for this semester, and then he told me that he was here to encourage me. That was his job-- if at any point during the semester I was feeling discouraged or like I was falling behind, he wants me to come meet with him. In the meantime, he gave me some advice. For example, he told me to lay off myself and not strive for perfection because no one was expecting it. He also told me to take a break sometimes and learn how to give up things, even if I love doing them. There isn't time for everything. I am thankful for his advice and for the support that was given to me today.

Day 31: Exercise

I love working out. As bad as I am about getting to the gym, once I am there I love just throwing anything at my body, as much as it can handle. I love the next few days too, feeling that satisfying soreness in my limbs, knowing that I was successful and that my body is healthy, moving and in good shape. Besides, working out is a wonderful way to get out of my mind, destress, relax and even vent frustration on myself.

Day 30: Washable Crayons

I am allowed to draw on my walls with washable crayons because it comes off easily. I love this freedom and I love being able to take a crayon and just go crazy on the walls (something I was never allowed to do as a kid). I have Bible verses, quotes, pictures, all sorts of things have been on my walls in crayon. I am thankful that Gordon allows me to color all over my walls, just as long as I take it off before the year ends!

Day 29: Sign Language

I helped out in children's church this morning at Netcast and there was a precious little girl there today. I was in the 2 year old's room, which I hadn't helped in before, but I do love that age. Anyways, this little girl, Ruthie, had hearing aids and had obviously not had the easiest time learning to talk. She could communicate with us though, but she also signed a lot. I know a scattering of sign language and was able to form a bond with her through that. It was obvious that she couldn't sign around everyone because most people weren't able to understand that, but I was able to sit with her and point to letters, signing them and saying them, able to call her a beautiful girl, able to rejoice over the balloons we saw and so much more. I was so thankful for the bond with an incredible two-year-old child.

Day 28: Musicals

I went to Gordon's production of H.M.S. Pinnafore tonight and they did an incredible job! Everyone performed wonderfully, the orchestra was incredible, the costumes, props, lighting, sounds... everything was stunning. It really reminded me of my love of musicals and how thankful I am for them. They aren't everyone's cup of tea, but I have been blessed with the ability to see some really stellar musicals and enjoy the quality productions I have been privy to.

Day 27: Eat Pray Love

Tonight I watched Eat Pray Love with some friends. I hadn't seen it before, but it's been on my list of must-sees for a while now. It was such a good movie. There were lots of quotes that I wanted to include in this post, but one really stuck out to me. Now, maybe this got to me because her name is Liz and throughout the entire movie she is really just seeking balance and harmony in her life... she's trying to get her life together. She meets a medicine man named Katut and [spoiler alert] she tells him that she broke it off with her new boyfriend because  she couldn't keep the balance she had worked so hard to find when she was committed in a relationship. Katut tells her, "Liz, sometimes to lose balance for love is part of living a balanced life." Now I'm not falling in love, but even for me sometimes it is hard to commit to friendships or the possibility of a relationship because that would completely unbalance the life I have settled into quite comfortable. Anyways, it was an incredible movie and one that I would highly recommend. I am thankful for this movie that inspired me.

Day 26: Peace

I went into a second grade classroom today to observe in order to teach next week. Whenever I start in a new classroom, I have a bit of a panic attack at some point in the process. Mine happened yesterday for this class. I was so concerned that I was going to have to teach and I didn't have any idea what I was doing. I still don't, but after going into the classroom and meeting the teacher, I'm not as concerned anymore. In fact, I've found peace about the whole process. This morning before I left, I read Joshua 1:9, which is God speaking to Joshua as He appoints Joshua as the new leader of Israel and they finally get to enter the Promised Land. God says to him, "Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go." It is not a suggestion; God commands Joshua to be brave because God is with him. I too can be strong and courageous in this process, because God is with me just as much as He was with Joshua as he walked into the Promised Land.

Day 25: Repentance

I will admit that I haven't been on the best terms with God lately. I've actually been fairly pissed at Him for some stuff He let happen last semester and have had a lot of doubts about different things. Tonight during Bible Study we had a small group that were able to make it, and at the end someone asked if we could gather together and pray for repentance-- individual and as a group. As others were able to confess some things that they had been struggling with and some sins that had become routine, I was able to confess and repent of the way I've been treating God, which consisted mostly of ignoring Him. Repentance is something that we all need to do, but something that is hard too. I know that not all people or religions are able to repent in the way my God allows us to, and I am thankful to Him for the way He allows us to repent, and then welcomes us back into His loving arms.

Day 24: Uganda

At the beginning of this year, I was hoping to go on a missions trip to Uganda over the summer. Now I am leading a trip to Uganda. I've wanted to go to Africa since I was about 6 years old and am SO EXCITED. I am so thankful for this opportunity to go and experience this new culture that I want to get actively involved in after college. I'm mainly writing about this today because we had our first team meeting tonight and I love the team that has come together to go on this trip. This is something I am so extremely grateful for, and you will definitely be hearing more about this trip on this blog!

Day 23: My Small Group

This picture was taken on our small group retreat at 11:11 on 11/11/11. Tonight we had our first get-together since break has ended. We watched The Sandlot and had a cereal buffet and had a really good time. I love that our group has the ability to be funny and laid back and just enjoy each other and that we can also become serious and have really good discussions. It is fun to see the relationships in the group grow and people as individuals mature, but maybe that's just the developer in me. I am so thankful for these freshman (and, of course, my wonderful co-leader Steven) and for the times we have enjoyed having together!

Day 22: Church

I know a lot of people have a problem with the established Church and with religion as a whole. As a Christian, I try to love the Church as Christ does, but it can be hard to when I'm looking at all her failures. But today, she really came through for me and I was able to reconnect with God in a wonderful way through the Church. I went to Netcast Church this morning, and Matt's sermon really hit home today. Later, I went to Catacombs, which is an hour of acoustic worship in the dark at school. As flawed as she is, I am thankful for the way God still uses and works through the Church, His bride. She may not be perfect, but neither am I. I am thankful for Netcast especially, as it really is a home for me, something I haven't always had.

Day 21: Nighttime Dreams

Yes, I have had a dream where I was battling a dragon. One where I was hanging out (and best friends) with Darren Criss, one of my favorite singers/ actors. Another time I dueled with Yoda in a conference room. Once I had my sandwich stolen from me as I slept in a truck by a homeless man who then jumped into his cart and rode down a steep hill. 

I decided today to keep a dream journal. I have always had bizarre dreams and they often make me laugh in the mornings. Or I will have a nightmare and won't want to fall back asleep. Either way, I am grateful for a very real escape from reality into something that is usually better, something fun and exciting. It is a little like a book, only feels a lot more realistic and is from my own point of view. They seem to me to be such random, bizarre things, but I love them and am grateful for them.

Day 20: Late Nights

This one I edited to change the time since I want the heading to be each individual day, but I didn't get back to my room until probably 1:30 the morning of the 21st. Where was I? At Marty's Doughnut shop, which opens at midnight each night. It is a great student place to go with friends. We got a half gallon of chocolate milk and bought the fresh doughnuts that were made while we stood there, so were still warm when we ate them! That is something I have definitely missed about being at college; the late nights hanging out with friends, not even doing anything. Kari, Stevie and I spent hours in my room just talking, laughing and them trying to kill me with my own pillows. I love hanging out until all hours of the morning and seeing how ridiculously goofy people get when it gets late. I know 1:30 isn't all that late, but I love late nights.

Day 19: Friends!

I'm back at Gordon and have been smiling all day long! I've been seeing friends all day, friends I haven't seen for a month or more. Even when I'm not seeing new friends, I'm seeing reunions between friends. It is so happy and exciting and it snowed today too! I love just walking around campus and seeing people, even just the familiar faces of people I don't even know. Hugs have been incredible too, and I've gotten plenty of those! I am euphoric today and am just so enjoying everyone being here!!

Day 18: Not being dead.

Funny story: Today, my friend Stevie was waiting for my flight to get in as we came back to school. Her flight had gotten in a couple hours earlier and she had arranged a ride for us once I got in. About an hour before my flight was supposed to get in, Stevie went to the Delta ticket counter to see if she could track me and make sure my flight was on time. Unfortunately, the only Liz Maurer they could find in the system was from Kansas City and all Stevie knew was that I was flying out of Kansas. This Liz Maurer's flight was delayed and eventually cancelled and she was last known to be in California right before she abruptly dropped out of the system. The customer support lady told Stevie that someone's name only disappeared if either they never existed or the plane had gone down. That was all she could tell Stevie.

For the next hour, Stevie thought I was dead. At best, she figured I was in California with no way of getting to Boston. She didn't know what to do. My friend Ari seriously wondered if I had ever existed.

That is what I turned on my phone to when I landed on time in Boston Logan airport. Texts and missed calls from frantic friends figuring out where I was. I don't know what happened to the other Liz Maurer, but I know that I am grateful to be alive and to be back in my dorm room!

Day 17: My bed

I know this is silly, but tonight is my last night in my bed at home for probably 5 months or so. Tomorrow night I will be back on my thin dorm mattress. I look forward to this last night in my big, comfy bed with my down blanket and fluffy pillows. I love how soft and wonderful my bed is, and know people who prefer their dorm beds to their home ones.

Although now that Angela has moved out, I might just have to steal her mattress, since she had the comfy one anyways!

Day 16: Sticky notes

I am a very forgetful person. Something that forgetful people are thankful for is sticky notes. I can write down my to-do list, shopping list, a quote I like, a completely random reminder, then stick it wherever it needs to go for me to remember it. I am constantly writing random tidbits on small pieces of paper and am grateful for whatever scatterbrained person (or friend of scatterbrained people) came up with the brilliant idea of a sticky note. It is a wonderful, incredible, stunning invention that has saved me a whole lot of trouble!

Day 15: Skype and Oovoo

Skype and Oovoo are wonderful creations! When I'm at school I can stay in touch with my family at home. When I'm at home I can stay in touch with my friends from school! And no matter where I am, I can stay in touch with my friends from Chicago. They give me the ability to have the late night conversations I'm so used to at school, even when I'm on break. It is my favorite way and what I think is the most personal way to stay in touch with people you aren't with. I love it and am thankful for my friends who skype or oovoo with me!

Day 14: A Day with Sarah Grace

Yes, my brothers are blurred out of this picture. However, I felt it was ok, because today was about Sarah and I. A quick back story-- when I was little, I had 2 brothers and wanted a sister. I prayed and prayed for a sister (although I admittedly wanted an older sister). When my mom got pregnant, we all went to the ultrasound to see if it was a boy or girl. I know before the nurse said anything that I was getting my sister. My little sister was born when I was 7 years old and she has been my everything. When she was born, I promised myself that I would be the big sister to her that I had always wanted. I love this little girl so freaking much. Yesterday, when I got a chance to take her out to Hobby Lobby and lunch, I jumped at it. We spent a lot of the day together shopping, making banana bread, belting Disney songs at the top of our lungs and just being sisters.

Day 13: Liz Maurer Images

I started a business today... above is my new, well, logo I suppose. Or watermark. Either way, it is going in the corner of my pictures so that people know they are mine. Tomorrow I will pitch the idea to coffee shop owners I hope will let me sell the pictures in the shop. Either way, I am thankful for the support I've gotten with photography and with the whole idea of selling these. I am thankful for the people that have challenged me to think further outside the box and for the ones who will never know how big of a difference they have made in my creative life.

Day 12: Good Health

I went to both the doctor and the dentist today... it was a fun day. However, it was good to remember that I don't have any serious medical issues and that I live in a time and place that going to the dentist simply to get my teeth cleaned is possible, as much as it may suck. If I were to get seriously ill or hurt, I could get adequate medical treatment, which is something millions of people cannot say. Even with those available, some people have conditions that require frequent treatment and can cripple or even kill them. I have been so blessed to have the health and the medical availability that God has given to me.

Day 11: Grace

I'm already falling behind at this, posting for two days certain days because I forgot to post the day before... of course, I post with the date saying that I posted on the day I was supposed to. I am thankful that God operates in a manner that doesn't condemn me if I accidentally miss a day of praying to him. His grace is sufficient for days, weeks, months or even years of  ignoring him. I am very, very thankful for His grace.

Day 10: Creativity

Today my mom and I went out and took pictures around Sterling of letters and things that looked like letters from the town. The plan is to put them together if people custom order them with their last names and sell them at the cafe in town called Broadway Market. This is a rough draft of what the one I would advertise with in Broadway Market would look like! It was tons of fun to get out with my mom and the dog and just walk around taking pictures!

Day 9: Writing

I have had incredible adventures while reading. I never imagined that I could have even bigger adventures while writing. I've always enjoyed writing, but lately I took it to a new level which I had never reached before-- I got past the second chapter in a novel. I've been doing background research and really delving deeply into this world that I am creating. I might be insane, but I've taken the time to really get to know my characters and figure out who they are. It is so much fun!

Day 8: My Parents

Tonight I picked my parents up from the airport after almost a week of them being gone. Now, I haven't always had the most perfect relationship with them, but I've really learned to appreciate them, especially since being off at college. I really have realized a fraction of how much they do for me. I cannot begin to express how grateful I am for my parents. 

Day 7: Past Saturday Mornings

Saturday was always a good day for me as a child. I got Saturday cereal (what we called anything with sugar in it) for breakfast, had Saturday morning cartoons, got the day off of school, got to play with friends and if we went grocery shopping with mom it was at Sam's Club and we got free samples. It didn't last too many years, because when I started swimming competitively when I was 8, I had practices those mornings. When I'm at school, Saturday mornings are sometimes free, but mostly devoted to homework. However, the memories I have from my childhood Saturday mornings are wonderful!

Day 6: Tears

"The cure for anything is saltwater-- sweat, tears, or the sea."- Isak Dinesen

I know this is a little weird to be thankful for, but I am. I am thankful for the release of emotion that comes with tears streaming down your face, for the healing and peace you can begin to feel after the tears. Tears that come from the innermost part of your being, that rise to the surface and you cannot control them as they race down your face. Sobbing, screaming, or silently accepting them. One way or another, the tears come. They need to come. Tears force you to externalize pain, not allowing you to hold it in and tear at you from the inside. I have tasted many of my own salty tears, enough to appreciate them and know that they must end. When they end, the healing begins.

Day 5: My Puppy!

For 19 years of my life, I asked if we could have a dog. The answer was always no. About 12 years ago, my little sister joined me in the asking. Because she is our parents' favorite, this fall we got a puppy. He is an adorable Weimeraner named Jack who is almost 5 months old now. The moment I met him, I fell head over heels for the little guy. The past couple of days it has been me and him, lounging around the house. He finds his spot in the sunshine and plops down and I curl up with my book. We get along pretty well! I love him and he tolerates me. Today, I am grateful that my family (finally) got a puppy, and thankful that it is one as incredible as Jack!

Day 4: Memories

Today I worked on a quilt for my best friend from childhood. The quilt was originally for her mom, who was fighting cancer, but when she lost the battle, my mom and I decided to make it instead in memory of her. We'll give it to her daughter (my friend) once the final pieces have been put together. The quilt has been difficult to make, each piece reminding me of what was lost. However hard it was, though, I am so grateful for the ability to have known her, and the memories I can look back on. Good or bad, memories are incredible things that give me hope for the future and some comfort for the present.

Day 3: Music

Singing as loud as I can as I drive. Trying to play an instrument (and absolutely failing). Lyrics that, as cheesy as it sounds, say what I don't know how to. Singing when nobody can hear me. The ability to drown out my family on long car trips (short ones too). There is something so mysterious about music, something that captivates and bewitches you in a way nothing else really can. The soul rises and falls with the crescendos and decrescendos. 

My favorite time to sing is at Church or catacombs-- singing to God. Or at Christmastime, singing Silent Night by candlelight in an otherwise dark sanctuary. Traditional songs that I've heard a thousand times juxtaposed with the newer songs. Some songs come and go; others never get old. I don't care if it is recorded, live, or simply me belting out in the car, I am thankful for music.

Day 2: Free Time

I love being at home. Tomorrow my older brother heads back to school, my parents go to Florida and my little siblings start school too. I have 5 days by myself except after the kids get back from school and I am so excited. I have nothing that I have to do, meaning I can read, workout, cook, play with my puppy... anything I want to do. It has been such a long time since I've had this much free time; summers I work and most breaks are full of schoolwork. This week, all of my time is free time.

I'm so excited.

Day 1: Books

I am so thankful for books. Long books, short books, classics... a book that gets you so sucked in, so completely immersed, that you completely forget who you are and what your life it. Tracing the details of plot lines, falling in love with characters, mourning their deaths. Walking down to the Great Hall for breakfast with Harry, Hermione and Ron; fighting in the barricade with Marius, Enjoras, Grantaire and the others; sitting for tea with the Mad Hatter and March Hare; sitting in class with Anne Shirley and Gilbert Blythe. The books pull you in, surrounding you, completing you. It sounds mental, but there are times I need to remind myself to eat, to breath. Nights pass with the thought "Just one more chapter... one more", ending at four in the morning with a finished book.

I am thankful for books.

A New Year

This year, I am challenging myself in a lot of ways. One of these ways is this blog-- I am going to update every day with something I am thankful for! I need to be grateful for more things in my life, and this is how I hold myself accountable. There will be times (when I'm in Uganda or at camp) that I can't update, but I will come back with a list of things I am thankful for, one for each day I was gone.

I thank you God for this most amazing day, for the leaping greenly spirits of trees, and for the blue dream of sky and for everything which is natural, which is infinite, which is yes.

~E. E. Cummings

So, without further ado...